This surgery has been hard

The surgery has been much harder than my last one. I don't have hardly any energy, the pain is way worse this time and I am feeling very very depressed. I know it's probably because I had two surgeries so close together and I just need to give myself time to heal. But this hasn't been easy. There's some moments where I feel like I just want to give up and make the pain stop.

One day at a time though right..