What kind of pain do you endure?

Iv had a herniated disc in my lower spine. I slept on my side in fetal position with a pillow between my legs for months. Everyday after work id bend over a chair and dangle my upper body to create separatation. When its supper tight all day to the point you can hardly stay upright then you dangle is SO relieving.

When i was a kid i slid on my knees landing on a small piece of metal and wrecked some cartilage. Took like 10 years heal to the point i didnt notice it much. I wore a knee brace often. These days my knees are wearing down from years of framing.

Emotional damage is undiscribable. I deal with symptoms of ptsd. My personality was destroyed when i was 28. Havent recovered yet.