I am frustrated now

I was goal oriented person my family started forcing me to get married and at the end I gave up and asked them to find a groom now when I said this they started making lame excuses and blaming me that I am in hurry first they pushed me to this side now I am angry frustrated what should I do my goal orientation is destroyed i am in hell pain now and suicidal too and urge to selfharm has increased I am in hell pain I yell at my family now and them feel guilty and crying all day feeling worthless failure and in hell pain

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Mindful · 56-60, F

Try to listen to what you really want to do… always listen to YOUR inner voice. Do not let others make yor decisions for you. Move out or away… without blaming anyone… if you don’t have the words to keep them from influencing you.

Deadgirl · 26-30, F

@Mindful my inner voice is destroyed now

Mindful · 56-60, F

@Deadgirl I have felt defeated in the past. In the winter, Even what appears to be dead is not. Do not rely on your “emotions”. And, now you can tell your parents “I was right”.
Life is never easy. The media makes it seem so. Even your parents were hoping easy answers for you. There are noneZ face the challenges, one at a time.if you can, just walk or run. It’s okay to be “dormant” and morn losses, but my hope is that you will get up again and fight like your ancestors fought.

https://youtu.be/dOkNkcZ_THA