@Eklipse Having experienced physical pain before that was so bad and for so long I literally wanted to end my life then and there, I STILL wholeheartedly agree.
@Eklipse really when you get accustomed to a certain kind of feeling you get addicted to it.
I guess over time i got addicted to it and now not having that is agony. Indeed mental agony is brutal but not knowing you are in agony, does it not fail the definition of agony?
@Mystical How can you not know you're in agony? To be agonised you got to feel some kind of "pain" either in your ego or in the physical but one of them has to happen.
The opposite of that is numbing yourself to avoid having a major breakdown usually. That's how I know it at least.
