All we can do is show our support. I can't possibly grasp what you must be going through right now but I can tell you that I care. Which brings us back to those support groups of people who are going through it as well.

I was in your exact shoes not that long ago.
I laid in bed thinking this same stuff for three years straight.
Then to boot I had this crazy crushing anxiety.

You want to know the easy way to move on?
Tell your doctor, not a shrink, about this.
He will give you pills designed to make you happy again.
Chances are you will just need that little boost for a few months and then back to normal.

There is no shame in getting help.
I know there is a huge stigma about mental health and blah blah blah.
But it only will bother you until you feel the relief.

Good luck.

Ms Rae, please we understand you are struggling but you are very much loved on SW plus you have children and grandkids and they love you more than anything in the world

I go through it myself so I can relate and understand deeply. You are definitely not alone🫂

I am so sorry you’re feeling this way. Best wishes to get a fresh reset

gonna be horrible days and then not so bad ones

it's just gonna have to run it's course

virtual hugs coming at you!

Oh I definitely believe you mean it. Your whole life just ended. He is gone and won't be coming back. At least you have your son, daughter and grandkids. There are not words to describe how bad we feel for you. 💔😢😢😢

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