i've been texting someone and his texts are getting boring

he asked me if i had any wet dreams last night. actually i dreamt that my mom died and there was a whole family gathering while we worked out the funeral stuff over the course of days. there was a water park and stuff, like a whole vacation kinda thing. but for the most part i just stayed with my mom. she at one point started talking and moving unnaturally even though she was dead. she was hard to understand but i was trying really hard to hear what she had to say in case she was trying add input on what she wants for the funeral. everyone was kind of giving eachother looks like im the weird one for wanting to listen to her and i was just trying not to cry lol. eventually we got her a casket and i peaked inside when leaving the room and her body had rotted a lot

i've had some pretty terrible dead mom nightmares that actually scared tf out of me. had to turn the lights on, couldnt go back to sleep kind of scared. one i dont remember. the other was the first dream i had after she died and i hope someday to forget

but usually my dreams with her are really really positive. one we were on a roller coaster together and i was helping her with her phone and it was really so nice spending time with her. the other most recent one we had i absolutely adore- we went to a resturaunt together and it was sooo good. so much more happened and i remember loving every second of it but unfortunately instead of writing it down i went back to sleep and so i don't recall the details.

other dreams she just pops in almost like a quick hello ❤ like when someone guest stars in a tv show for just one scene lol

anyway i almost texted him back saying i dreamt i waited by my dead mom while she slowly rotted away. but instead i left him on read lol