It’s just not fair that life keeps moving without the people who should still be here.💛

My aunt Cindy passed away in 2022. My cousin welcomed a baby boy in 2023 and is welcoming another baby in January 2027. It just does not seem fair that life goes on without my beautiful aunt here. She would’ve been the best grandma, and she would’ve rocked that title.

My dad passed away in February 2024, and even though he wasn’t the greatest dad and we didn’t always have a great relationship, he would’ve loved my little boy SO much. I became a mom later in life, at age 36. My son was born in September 2025, and I just wish his papaw were here. I wish I could’ve given him a grandbaby when he was alive. I just was not ready to be a mom then (I loved to party too much lol), and shit, let’s be honest, I still wasn’t ready to be a mom when I got pregnant with Riv lol — he was a big whoopsie (but the best whoopsie imaginable).

I just… it sucks they aren’t here.

And my sweet aunt Tammy’s husband passed away last year. They weren’t ever blessed with kids even though they tried, and I know my uncle Raymond would’ve loved River to death.

It just sucks that life is supposed to just go on and continue without my favorite people here.