Why does grieving always hurt so much?

@JohnnyNoir Id take even hellfire

@Rilyn it may sound strange but it's been my experience that losing someone close to you be it family or friend will change you in a way that will ultimately be good for you. Even through loss, there is something positive that comes from it. It may take a while but it happens

@JohnnyNoir Ill trust your judgement. I just don't feel it right now. Just fuels all the stuff I hide within

@Rilyn it may take a while as you're still sorting through your grief. There's no timetable for when it ends.

@JohnnyNoir It doesn't end. Just you got to bear with it because it would drive you crazy.