I hate OCD and anxiety

So I was supposed to start my new medication for my hyperthyroidism. But my mind was not kind to me and I struggled and got so worked up about starting this it. After an hour of trying, I couldn't do it. I called Joel and he calmed me down and said it was okay and we'd work on taking the medicine tomorrow. I don't know why I get so freaked out about new pills. But I do. My mind goes crazy thinking about ever thing that could go wrong with taking it. Thank goodness for him. He is my rock and my calm. So I'll try again tomorrow but with his help I'm sure I'll be able to take it.