I had an anxiety attacke while serving today

My face got all red, i was sweating and i think i started blinking my eyes a lot and i even started crying because i felt pathetic.

Yet still managed to make a joke with someone and make them laugh so they wouldn't notice.


I've dealt with this since elementary and its something i've just learned to deal with.


An hour later and i was just fine and genuinely joking around with people again.



But I catch myself thinking "why can't i just be normal?" Everyday.