giving myself anxiety 😩

im about to have the house to myself for two weeks which i was stoked about till i started watching true crime again last night. denise lee is a badass and stole her kidnappers phone to call 911. it's sincerely hard to grasp the horror these poor people have to experience even hearing their voices

both her husband and dad fear her kidnapper saw her from the open blinds of her house, as she was stolen from her home and left her two little kids behind. literally breaks my heart. idk if the blinds thing is true because i just started this episode but some of the blinds in this house don't close. we have to take the whole door apart to fix them i think, idk. and my ex hasn't shown up unannounced since i moved months ago but he still lowkey scares me 😩