How can I get it together?

Go on groupon and buy a bunch of random local activities and get out of your routine.

Manage the physical side with professional help and meds. That would give you the base to build on.

Mediation under a proper guide will help you harness your mind. Move into a nurturing environment and surround yourself with positive minded people.

That should get you rolling.

And pray for God’s kindness.

Join a local improv theater. Many have online classes if none are near you.

Volunteer and have new experiences and meet new people

Show empathy to yourself..

The only thing that works for OCD is CBT.

Find a qualified therapist.