Anxiety allover the place

It is nice to be prepared for the the worse, in case something happens.. but I hate how I always assume something bad is going to happen, something will go wrong, with and without a reason. I am not sure why I am always so pessimistic.. thinking, it is not possible that everything will go well .. I literally look for what is going to go wrong, and if I cannot find something, I make up something...

This is LITERALLY my brain, me; what could possibly go wrong, just casually wondering.. my brain: Excellent question!

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EarthlingWise

Degbeme is right. There are many reasons to worry, which makes a good reason to have fun. Make sure you squeeze a bit of fun into your schedule.
Also, whenever we build something new, it's scary, but it's by daring to try new things that we make progress.

BittersweetPotato · 31-35, F

@EarthlingWise It is definitely very scary .. I've never taken so much risk in my entire life and by nature I am not a risk taker. But as you say, it is how we make progress and I am convinced I need to try ... I just hate that I always assume that something will go wrong when I have no obvious reason to suspect that.. why worry for no clear reason..

EarthlingWise

@BittersweetPotato because you're pretty much on your own in this adventure.

EarthlingWise

@EarthlingWise But you do have people here that really care about you. I guess you have to love the liberty you have though, being surrounded is both a bonus and an onus!

BittersweetPotato · 31-35, F

@EarthlingWise I appreciate having you and everyone else, it gives me a lot of emotional support and motivation... no one in my real life ever understood how genuine an online connection can be.. The people around me, mainly family have never supported me actually.. honestly, they have always been a hurdle or an obstacle in any step I took.. Yet it is still scary to be somewhere else knowing that I am REALLY on my own, but it is ALSO liberating to know I am in COMPLETE control and to be able to live freely as i see fit..