You ever feel trapped in life to the point where you are suicidal?

Yes. Yes. Yes.
I'm sorry you also feel that way.

Yes, for most of my life i did until about last year.

i've been there.. i hope stuff improves for you to have a happier state of mind 🤐 sometimes we get sucked into the wrong train of thoughts that make things worse than they are 😳

I feel trapped as hell but not suicidal. If anything I feel hypocondric and anxious all the time. /=

It's never easy crawling out of that space. I'm sorry💙

Hell no not even close.