I've come to the conclusion I'm absolutely done for.

Lease is up soon, no money at all for another cheaper place or moving. No money for rent this month. Very low gas, interviews far and few in between everything is drying up. I'm just going to pack up what I can stash it into my car and bounce before rent is due. Stinks because the car isn't very big but it's all I can really do right now. It's this or offing myself which kind of failed a few nights ago driving in the snow super tired where I almost hit a lane divider. Shouldn't have swerved looking back at it now.

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froggtongue · M

Are you still able to do interviews during all that? Also check to see what resources the city offers as in government assistance and programs as well as local shelters. I know it's not an ideal life. But if you can get ahead of what your needs are going to be then maybe things will be that much better before they hit.
I want you to take care of yourself. Others have lived through harsh times and conditions. And I think many of us here care that you do well.