It is getting better...

I am successfully letting go of them. my heart doesn't feel as heavy thinking they won't talk to me again. i don't feel as anxious waiting for a new message to come in.
I'm still checking just in case something came up and i didn't see, but i don't feel as sad when there's nothing. This time I'm choosing not to call first.
I wish them a good life and I hope I will have one myself.
I hope at least the weekend is better than the last 🧘🏻‍♀