@smiler2012 she thinks depression is for weak and others will shame or bully us if be depressed and don't take it seriously even when it is serious. She feels everyone are against her. I stopped sharing my problems or even goals in life with her due to her attitude. Emotionally she is not reliable, even to counsel me or to appreciate me in my goals. She gives money if i ask for anything though, to seek counselling or studies and all that.

@Iamnaked yes i am going to psychriatrist, she didn't stop me, gives me money to get counselling and medicines all that. She thinks depression is shameful and i am being sensitive. She can't or don't want to see my struggles.

@sahi81 can’t or won’t see your struggles.
Sounds like you want her to see them. That is a waste of your power.
You own them, deal with them.
You’ve got to stand on your own two feet.
You don’t need her, a bottomless pit of emotional need and despair.

@jehova I don't expect anything from her if she can't provide. I understand everyone have limitations. I am just angry that she didn't see that i am struggling and why did she even ask if she can't handle the situation and how can she lecture me while i am struglling.