I wish I was normal

Unfortunately the term normal is largely relative everyone is abnormal to some degree. I recommend an mri maybe theres something going on. I had an undiagnosed brain tumor for at least 6 years. The doctors ignored lots of warning signs; bc im not over retirement age? 😉

There is no normal but i completely get it i suffer from panic disorder, depressive episodes, ptsd , anxiety ... 🫂

There's no such thing as normal

We all do

Don't think of yourself as not being normal, always think of yourself as this is who you are.
I mean, think about it. How do we know that one guy who set the standard for normal was actually completely sane himself?

What is "normal" anyway???

We all have demons. Mine is OCD. It was a battle, but mostly under control now.