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My epiphany

I thought that if I posted my pain, laid it all out there, it would somehow help me heal. But it hasn't. It's changing me into somebody I don't like. I'm not a negative, hateful person and I feel myself becoming just that.
So it's time to bury the dead and join the living and if I can make at least one person feel better in some way... THAT is what heals me...
Time to be me again...
Terminal · 26-30, M
Since, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your hearts on things above, where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God.

2 Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.

3 For you died, and your life is now hidden with Christ in God.

4 When Christ, who is your[a] life, appears, then you also will appear with him in glory.

5 Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry.

6 Because of these, the wrath of God is coming.[b]

7 You used to walk in these ways, in the life you once lived.

8 But now you must also rid yourselves of all such things as these: anger, rage, malice, slander, and filthy language from your lips.

9 Do not lie to each other, since you have taken off your old self with its practices

10 and have put on the new self, which is being renewed in knowledge in the image of its Creator.

11 Here there is no Gentile or Jew, circumcised or uncircumcised, barbarian, Scythian, slave or free, but Christ is all, and is in all.

12 Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.

13 Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you.

14 And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity.

15 Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful.

16 Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts.

17 And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.
Fishy · 36-40, F
Yeah, I find that the thing about posting what pains me on the internet is that it often opens an opportunity for people to rial me up even more,

I mean, don't get me wrong, there's lots of lovely and supportive people,

But for me, when I'm not feeling great, it only takes a few negative ones to get me even further down the dumps, especially if it's something I'm already sensitive about
Tumbleweed · F
@Fishy Same, love. Same. Plus if I keep on posting, I'm just picking the scabs off rather than letting it heal.
Fishy · 36-40, F
@Tumbleweed sometimes tho, to heal, it helps to gain a different perspective on things.

That's what helped me a lot.
But unfortunately, people on the internet can be insensitive and judgemental about things, which caused people to bottle up even more, instead of sorting things out
😔


On the other hand, the right people can work wonders
Tumbleweed · F
@Fishy So so very true!
Nothinginparticular · 51-55, MNew
Its so easy to get bogged down in the negatives. It becomes easy to forget who you really are.
Tumbleweed · F
@Nothinginparticular It's the easiest thing in the world to do & sometimes it'll make you, sometimes it'll break you.
Nothinginparticular · 51-55, MNew
Different · 31-35, M
Lets think better together my spirotd have been lifted
Tumbleweed · F
@Justmeraeagain thank you, love
WillaKissing · 56-60
Yes, me as well!

 
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