I gained weight ew

I used to be 54 kg, but now I'm around 56 kg, I haven't been that weight for a pretty long time now. I know it's only 2 kg, but I just can't help but feel fat.

I know that 56 kg is too skinny for my height, but I genuinely look pudgy and I hate it. There are people out there who weigh more yet they look way skinnier than me and it's just not fair.

I feel like a pig now. I'm never getting a boyfriend like this. I just want to be skinny. I should be harder on myself.