I hate these days, I just feel so ugly and I don’t want to look at myself in the mirror. Does anyone ever feel like this?
Just hearing things like that has really affected the way I view myself.
I am smiling but I am in so much pain right now. I am having a lot of health struggles and things are not going my way. What I really want to do is cry, I won’t though, not yet. Usually I can make it until the end of the day before I do that.
I hope you are all having a better Tuesday than I am 💖💜💗. I appreciate all of the support I have received here, you have no idea what it’s meant to me.
@iamonfire696 I sure am sorry to hear that some of your family have taken their own lives. Yet with experiences like that, I try to use those experiences to help me make better decisions to try to help people as I go forward.
Awww this makes me sad, I am sorry that you are going through so much pain right now. I can only imagine how difficult it must be BUT you are definitely NOT ugly. However I also have days when I feel the same, but I think it's more to do with how one is feeling at a given time.
So I truly hope the pain subsides and you can feel happy and enjoy your beauty, which is both inside and out x
@Fantabulous thank you, I am sorry you have those days too. I have chronic pain that’s not going anywhere unfortunately. I appreciate your lovely words. You are beautiful 💖.
I had a week without any new sores on my face but then I nastily broke out all at once. Now I have f**ed up both temples and cheeks. Not only I feel ugly but it hurts too. As if it wasn't enough I tried to dry up my skin and only triggered eczema on my lips. So they sting now too.
@iamonfire696 There's night and day difference between hand made soap and store bought soap. If anyone near you is making soap it might be worth checking to see if they have any that's fragrance free or at least has a natural fragrance that doesn't bother you.
I can understand the pain part of the post but no way are you ugly. I was never handsome but when i got cancer in my face and had loads of operations i could go on a date with the elephant man and he would be the good looking one. Life is to short so get on with it
Ugliness? Certainly not you..........you're always a pretty lovely bunny..........whether or not you feel like one at any given time. I'm sorry to hear that you're undergoing health struggles. 😢😢 Blessings and well being to you. And when you cry.........furry hugs.
I am so sorry girl . I dont know the pain your in but I kinda get where your coming from . I have constant back pain , wake up every morning with severe stomach pain and due to my back I get leg pain and cramps , migraines etc . You have got to find a way to cope or go mad . I masturbate alot but dont actually cum . Being hard and throbbing on the very edge helps me forget the pain . I also have toys as well as medication . Find a way to switch your mind to concentrate on something else it really helps . If its actual muscle pain there are other ways to cope I cant use because of an implant in my chest . Try a tens machine they really help . I cant use one anymore as it will set my implant off which could kill me .
@Rhode57 I am sorry for the pain you are in. I have a few types of arthritis and one that is attacking my joints, tendons and ligaments. I have chronic migraines and I can’t get rid of this really bad bacterial sinus infection. Trying to prevent it from spreading. I just feel over all of it today. I push through, I always do but sometimes I just cry and then I keep going.
I have a TENS machine and I do use it and find some relief.
I’m sure you feel that way because of pain and health issues as you are far from ugly! In the meantime I feel it’s due to the weather as my pains have increased along with my wife’s issues being exacerbated.
@iamonfire696HUG to you You are in difficulty, stressed maybe, weighed down with worry maybe, but not ugliness. And you will walk through all this, and walk stronger. Remind yourself that you are tough enough to outlive this 💜💖
@MrAboo I am getting very resistant and I may have to do outpatient IV antibiotics if this does not work. Fun times. Thank you for the kind words. It would be more manageable if I didn’t have all of this other pain too.
You are looking beautiful and sexy in my eyes and I am sure in most of our eyes here. 😍 No ugliness in sight. Praying for healing for you with all these health struggles and physical pain 💔
Take it from someone who suffers with (I'm no lying) chronic daily migraine headaches. A doctor long ago told me I can remain depressed about it and "live in my shell" or experience life. I chose to experience life and it's not easy at all. I've had many adventures enduring pounding migraines. You are such a beautiful lady try to be positive!
@iamonfire696 In the last couple years, medical cannabis has decreased the frequency and intensity of my migraines. It doesn't take much. 2.5 mg CBD and 2.5 mg THC at bed time. It also helps with my insomnia. The CBD may help your arthritis a little bit. CBD is a great anti-inflammatory. (Still like the cleavage!)
@SW-User it’s chronic pain, it won’t subside. I just need to get rid of this sinus infection I have. Because I am immunocompromised I pick up lots of stuff and I have a bad bacteria in my sinuses. I am on course 3 of antibiotics and day 26 and it’s not getting better. Off to the ENT tomorrow so he can examine me and take more swabs to see which antibiotics I am resistant to now. It’s just too much on top of everything else. I am done complaining now.
I'm having more of an existential crisis. Like, I fill my time with trivial stuff instead of pursuing what I want to do, and I tell myself it's because I don't have time.
@iamonfire696 I have what I now realize is a highly ambitious project. I want to create a virtual band. For those people who don't know, a virtual band is like a regular band, except there's an agreed upon fiction that the members are animated characters. Gorillaz is a virtual band, and for the old timers in the crowd, technically, the Archies were the first.
I do mot have too many very bad days i alwsys think positively about anything i do. I accept myself the way i am and i like me. We all have bad days but dont beat yourself up. Think of the days u luke yourself and reread those days
