i'm wanting to give myself fully to god and become a preacher and preach to word of the bible and be gods messenger and spreading the word of god

You can and you will! Our hearts desire is serve him 💯 percent, our mind and body argue, spirit vs flesh, but God gives grace, mercy, wisdom, understanding..i been where u are, its a hard lonely road but worth ECERY step of tge walk. Lifestyle and heart changes, we all make choices and all have consequences. I pray you find tge destination he has for u gets stronger, keep doing ur work Lord Jesus, in my fellow believer! Strengthen him, guide him and lead him in Jesus mighty mighty name amen 🙏

That's awesome.

Getting involved with some church charity programs is a great place to start, you get to meet people and make friends whilst knowing you're giving something back.

The god of the bible supports slavery and treating women as property.

So what would you, as a preacher, say to someone who was suicidal?