Most men abuse their women just to feel dominant over her. I hate most men

I'd beg to disagree on that but I'd not discount your personal experience. I claim no connection nor fellowship with any man who does so. I personally grew up in a family with very strong women, so such an action is not only unthinkable to me, it's absolutely stomach churning.

I am sorry if you've encountered such. YOU DID NOT deserve it, and you NEVER will. Understand that.