That I can't do everything and fit everything and that I need help from time to time

I was not acknowledging my shortness of breath, fatigue, and lightheadedness until my heart finally gave up in April and left me no room to pretend I was fine. I’ve learned the hard way and way late in life that there’s no upside to ignoring and not acknowledging things that are cold hard realities.

That I should see a therapist and hear their opinion on what troubles me and whether I have depression and should treat it medically or not.

But I just really don't want to deal with all of it. I saw how hit or miss it is with physical health, no way I'm going to trust local doctors with my mental health when I already heard enough horror stories about meds doing more harm than good.

My shortcomings and character flaws are sometimes hard to acknowledge aloud, but most are very well known to me.

That I`m old. Well my brain tells me I`m not. 😬

That I'm not cut out for my current work environment of to eat or be eaten

Nope not at all.

That I am probably more crippled up with arthritis than I like to show.

That I will finish the 9857 projects on my list before I croak.

That I'm old and feeble and bald and nobody likes me, everybody hates me, I think I'll go eat worms.

that i like mickey mouse.