How the hell do I even talk to or relate to grown men

I'm gonna be completely honest here. I am myself a 30 year old man but I feel intimidated by other men. I guess you could say I lack trust.

I guess since I'm 5'5 in height, some or most of these men around me looking f"cking scary. Maybe it's the city I'm in but they don't seem approachable or like I could ever be friends with any of them.

I remember growing up my peers where more younger and innocent looking like me but now I am surrounded by all these strange grown men when I go about the city.

I guess deep down I have big insecurities as a man but I'm sure I'm not the only one.

The world is another different experience for a short guy living in a multicultural city.

Masculinity can be a strange thing sometimes.

Besides my dad and my brother I don't really talk to many guys in real life. I don't really have friends.