I came close to deleting my Reddit account today.

I don't know what's stopping me. Every single day, I post another appeal, and every single day, it's denied. I've told them over and over what really happened, shown them the evidence, and they just don't care. They don't want to know. They just want the troublemaking queer to go away.

It just feels so permanent, though. Deleting the account. It would be giving up. I'd never get it back, never have another chance. Probably never be allowed to make a new one.

But honestly, I'm just torturing myself, filing appeal after appeal. I don't know what to do.