And The Rollercoaster Continues

Having to take care of and watch a love one deteriorating before your eyes is extremely painful.
I have experienced it three times mother,father,mother in law.
Watching your spouse or significant other has to be on another scale.

Sister is still on rollercoaster of wanting him one more day and just wanting him to be out of pain.
All hopes of a recovery long gone.

On the pain meds he sleeps as they wear off he is troubled,agitated, sometimes, and mostly confused.

Glimpses of the old Greg come out occasionally when he manges to say something coherent and what a false hope it sometimes brings!

This cancer is a monster.