Ch ch changes...So, I am trying to get back to a new normal; it will never be what it was again. I know I am going to need help. I have started back on my exercise routine, but I am having a hard time staying on my diabetic diet. I think it's more about stress than... See More »
Sugar, ah enemy, enemy... you are my one real foe and I want to battle you...When I first started taking insulin, I hated it and could not wait until they put me back on an oral medication. Now, I realize from that experience that the insulin did the best job controlling my sugar levels and keeping them steady. I have an... See More »
🎶 Who can turn the world on with a smile?... it's you girl and you should know it 🎶Do you know what it's like to have the best big sister in the world? I do. My sister Melanie ,instead giving me an inheritance when she passes on, is going to instead pay off my mortgage so, I don't have to go looking for a new home. This will be... See More »
🎶Memories... Light The Corners Of My Mind🎶I miss him and find myself at times wondering when he'll be home. It's only the briefest of seconds. Then, I tell myself the truth,as hard as it. I feel,that if I don't acknowledge the truth I'll go crazy. I'll be one of those women who have... See More »
🎶If you leave me now ,you'll take away the biggest part of me ...🎶Once you know the questions disappear and you no longer care what type of cancer, what is going on in his body you can't see, or how it happened. All you care about is he in pain, can he be made more comfortable, and how much more time do you got?... See More »
🎶Time keeps rolling like a river...to the sea...until it's gone forever...🎶The worried loved one, "How much time does he have?" Then some stunning nurse or handsome doctor gives the answer "3 months,at best." But, that's Hollywood stuff they don't give you an answer, the doctors and nurses are dishelved, busy,and weary... See More »
🎶And,yes, I know How Lonely Life Can Be🎶So,life has narrowed down to hospital visits and hoping they get him into a hospice facility soon. I'm here- he sleeps. We can talk some,but then it wears him out. Funeral talk today. He wanted to let me know his wishes. I took it calmly. Strength... See More »
🎶If It Weren't For Bad Luck I'd Have No Luck At All🎶Today, in the middle of heavy traffic my car ,we found out later it had blew two hoses, just stopped. This after spending the day in a social workers office due to my husband's cancer searching out reasorces to help us. If it wouldn't have been for... See More »
