a terrific storm, trying to quell but the life jacket is broken, being all alone in middle of the ocean, seeing a tsunami at just a small distance////

you see
I'm done with life
If you ask I'll still say I'm fine



I'm forgetting
but it's hard to try again and again after repeated failures
I'm failing myself
If I decide to end myself then except God it's upto me
If I leave like th
t it'll hurt them the most who brought me hre
may be my m
the f just never cared


with growing age ull surely get more mature
you'll b more understanding and respectful of others choices
it's not always their mistake


I don't get much free time to do things that I like
suppose for example studying
I try to maintain a disciplined n healthy lifestyle at best
meditate
so tht I can memorise more
even if I read really less


the seniors and wardens here just like to torture people like e
a senior sis I always respected bad mouthed terribly to me
it was so unexpected
can't predict people
no blame
can change body but can't change thr mentality
pity for her family
anyway


I walked over seven kilometres today from institute to mall
It's an expensive world
though I try to save as much I can I still fail


edt
the headache is a regular thing for me
sometimes it's unbearable
suffering from fever is common
and with this much stress and this place
know I can't do much abt it
so I just pray tht it'll not get worse
other hlth issues are quite personal
being diseased should not be a barrier to m.dreams
It's no problem
can manage
and ths social media bubble jst a good place to relax though the real life problems are yet to be solved and l se