Drifting thoughts of failure
Sometimes I think about my life and feel its quite a floaty drifty thing. Like I'm on a cloud surrounded by nothingness. That one day, I'm gonna die. When I do, every failure, every struggle and every lost friend that plagues me will disappear into nothingness.
And with that thought, I feel empowered to move and do more. To take more chances. That if I can change something now, do what I love which is gettin smarter, growing stronger and managing this life then every failure, every struggle and person I lose along the way is of no importance.
I feel I cannot stay floating forever. I'm going to need to get down one day, so that day may as well be in the next 10 minutes to do something I want.
And with that thought, I feel empowered to move and do more. To take more chances. That if I can change something now, do what I love which is gettin smarter, growing stronger and managing this life then every failure, every struggle and person I lose along the way is of no importance.
I feel I cannot stay floating forever. I'm going to need to get down one day, so that day may as well be in the next 10 minutes to do something I want.
26-30, M
