A little self talkYou weren't too loud, you were happy and exicited and relaxed...you like to wear your emotions and share them. That's you. You didn't say anything weird, it's not your fault they laughed, you were being vulnerable and that makes some people feel...See More »
incomplete to be continuedLet go, they say, of the things that no longer serve you. Let go, they say, of the things that no longer comfort you. Let go, they say, of those who no longer understand you. In the process of letting go and giving up you may accidentally let go of...See More »
I understand the feeling of being trapped, to feel as though there's no hope or light to come.It's a depression i felt when i was 19. I was lost in life, got into a near death car accident my freshman year in college, studying something i hated simply because it was something my mother pushed me to study. A few months later my dad passed away...See More »
how to be more indifferent towards peoplei'd like to be more indifferent and not care at all what people do or say?
how to be good at verbal comebacks /retortswhen someone annoys me or makes me mad or insults me, in real life or online i can never think of a clever verbal comeback, my mind goes blank and i get really mad....why is that and how can i think of clever words to say back so i don't get so...See More »
Drifting thoughts of failureSometimes I think about my life and feel its quite a floaty drifty thing. Like I'm on a cloud surrounded by nothingness. That one day, I'm gonna die. When I do, every failure, every struggle and every lost friend that plagues me will disappear into...See More »
I noticed a habit I have is that even on a good day I’ll somehow fall into ruining it for myself.Like I’ll think “what a wonderful night. It’s so wonderful because I’m not thinking of A, B, C etc… “ and before I know it I’m upset bc I just thought of all the things that usually upset me and suddenly lost the joy I had started with… How to stop...See More »
if you forget something important what do you doi have ocd of my thoughts where i feel compelled to write down and remember or record all my thoughts and if i lose my train of thought or i lose thoughts, it upsets and torments me, and i try to chase my thoughts and remember them, i was told no one...See More »
"In order to do one's duty properly, to act properly, one has to have self-discipline, one has to orient one's life so as to do the best thing"In order to do one's duty properly, to act properly, one has to have self-discipline, one has to orient one's life so as to do the best thing."
Sunshine and LollipopsI wanted to write today, as of yet the words escape me. I am going through so many emotions at the moment and the turbulence in my life is spiralling. I know sometimes life throws a curve ball, but I feel like I have had a lifetime's worth in such a...See More »
Has someone ever destroyed your self-esteemtill the point you call yourself names. Yup. This person called ugly, dumb, retarded, crazy. He beat me up while pregnant and took my money. Told me to leave him alone. His name is Gary Jeter Sr. & his adult kids who support him name is Tagarian...See More »
My year was bitter but ended in a good noteA letter to Myself It really alot hurt in the beginning, I thought I would be in despair for a life time But my goodness time heals 3 years of hell , It was rough Self Medicating through Alcohol and chain Smoking, I Knew it was wrong and felt...See More »
Happy Friday A brief walk in the cold rain. Hot coffee by the fire and the sound of the rain on the roof. It’s going to be a good day.