Drifting thoughts of failure

Sometimes I think about my life and feel its quite a floaty drifty thing. Like I'm on a cloud surrounded by nothingness. That one day, I'm gonna die. When I do, every failure, every struggle and every lost friend that plagues me will disappear into nothingness.

And with that thought, I feel empowered to move and do more. To take more chances. That if I can change something now, do what I love which is gettin smarter, growing stronger and managing this life then every failure, every struggle and person I lose along the way is of no importance.

I feel I cannot stay floating forever. I'm going to need to get down one day, so that day may as well be in the next 10 minutes to do something I want.

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QueenOfZaun · 26-30, F

Maybe you don’t have to change.

Maybe you are fine just the way you are.

We can’t all be happy. Perhaps it’s better to find strength in darkness than it is to become just like everyone else.

twistedrope · 26-30, M

@QueenOfZaun I'm happy. It just takes the effort you know?

I think I will change. For now this is all I can be.

Moving past failure in a very morose way.

QueenOfZaun · 26-30, F

@twistedrope Perhaps I’m projecting my own thoughts onto you too much.

I gave in to my depression and have accepted it fully. There’s peace in acceptance, at least their is for me.

twistedrope · 26-30, M

@QueenOfZaun Don't mind me none. I liked your opinion. I find it pleasing to my eye.

CBarson · 51-55

“ a cloud surrounded by nothingness”

I love this image! I will use it in my meditations

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