I Am Very Lonely And Unfulfilled

I know that I've got a streying heart, no I don't flirt, no I don't go for coffee dates with other men, no I'm not having some sort of love affair....but I am curious about knowing and loving other men and developing crushes on a couple of handsome men. This is just as bad as flirting, dating and having a full blown love affair. I wish it wasn't so, I wish I would't even have a wondering eye and a streying heart.....It's because my husband isn't in love with me. I'm so tired of trying to focus all of this romantic love on him when its rarely reciprocated.

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twistedrope · 26-30, M

[youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwkO1y4bTEE] This song is currently playing for me. Listen with headphones or have the volume blow away everything.

Now, certain things become impossible to put up with. Lackluster Love is one of them. But it is a suffering you must suffer in a dignified manner. Create and live for something or someone else if you wish to take action but if your heart wavers, do not. Another path will open.

There is no need to be so brazen in your intentions with other men. What occurs, will occur and you will be faced with a decision then. I say, relax and talk. Be relaxed with your talking. Say to yourself, you are suffering, and don't repeat it. "I know." Should be the dismissive reply to whoever else tells you so. That is, all I think. Epitaph has finished playing to me, good luck.