I know I'm healing cause I want less and less to do with people..

I've always been a people-pleaser, always put others first, always suppressed my feelings and opinions in order to keep the peace.

I'm done.
I don't care what people think of me anymore (most of the time - I still care at times).
I don't care to keep the peace, I don't care if I stand out, I don't care if my opinion offends someone. I've been offended plenty of times, and nobody cared then.

I'm tired of people.
I think I'm so damn aware of everything going on, that I've gotten to a point where I'm drained and just feel a sense of relief whenever someone blocks me or unfollows me. Instead of trying to explain myself, I simply let people wonder and I rather delete a comment or a post than to allow negativity to grow around me.

Like the other day, I made a comment, it got lots of questions and hate, I answered twice, then the third time I simply deleted the whole thread, cause it's not worth loosing sleep over.

I also got upset over a post I saw, but instead of commenting on it and making a scene, I just scrolled, if I see another post from this person I’ll just block them.

I might just delete social media soon.. it’s too much toxicity and I’m sensitive to it even when I try not to be.