I'm trying to stay positive, pero..

I was denied travel to US, and won't be able to see my family there🙃 I have a family member that's sick, and really wanted to go see her.. The fact that they think anyone wants to "stay" in the US at the moment is a joke 🙃

Also.. They told me I'm welcome to reapply when my situation changes, but wouldn't tell me the reason I was denied or what needs to change 😂 - that "sweet lady" was a b**** tho.. She didn't even ask me any real questions "oh, you going to visit family? denied" pendeja.

I actually got so upset I had a panic attack and cried to the security guard 🥹 The poor man didn't know what to do or how to react 😂 Which is ridiculous cause I never cry in front of people, and I'm usually really good at handling my anxiety in public, but the shock kinda overwhelmed me I guess..

Anyways, I feel a little bit better, just sad that I probably won't make it in time to see her💔 And really can't see why I'm not allowed to see family.. 🙃