i sometimes imagine myself during a hostage situation or a school shooting [I Am Weird]

I think it's more likely for you to be attacked by BLM at a restaurant.

I retired 12 years ago and the police would speak at our annual safety training seminars, they told us what to do if there was a hostage situation. And also said it was very common for employees (almost all women) to have a spouse Or ex-boyfriend that was threatening them & the chance of them coming on Campus to do violence was something that was possible.

Sometimes, you gotta fight. And sometimes, you should be willing to die to save others 🤷🏾‍♂️

We don't pick in those situations

Meh, I wouldn't hide. I'd advance and attack, maybe save some lives, while sacrificing mine.

And, this is your hobby?

If your school is like ours with drop ceilings. Get in the ceiling and put the square back in place. Quietly wait it out.

Do they not have drills so everyone knows what to do in these situations?

I would rather not imagine or have it happen .

It doesn't hurt to run thru those scenarios in your head.

Same. But all that disappears when it happens

that has to be frightening.

its common for children to do this