NGL it's kinda strange seeing people trying to get over their dark past and there's always millions of quotes for that alone

But there's very little talking about a dark future. It's like existing in a different dimension or timeline or realm or whatever.

However obviously everyone's battle counts I'm just saying that for me it's the future what scares the hell out of me and there's no way it's going to be easier than the past.

I realize that I now sound like a person I recently muted on Instagram for talking about this very topic. I guess I have issues facing reality or something. The main word here is "terminal illness" just in case this got confusing.

Do I still dream of a better future though? I guess so because I'm human.

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SwampFlower · 31-35, F

I love you ❤️ There's nothing else to say, really. But yes, you can dream of a better future. As long as you're alive, you still have that.

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SwampFlower · 31-35, F

@PiecingBabyFaceTogether Are things really hard lately?

PiecingBabyFaceTogether · 31-35, M

@SwampFlower Yea I'm struggling to breathe properly. Mainly because GERD has messed me up and I can't even get an endoscopy done because it's "unrecommended". A doctor almost did it but he chickened out and now a new doctor gave me a new plan with medication and diet which can help. I just started it today.
I just want to breathe again and go out and about I don't need more than that.

Coralmist · 41-45, F

@PiecingBabyFaceTogether Have you talked about this issue with a pulmonary specialist? Do they know exact cause of not breathing fully?

blokeinpub

I understand what you mean. Early in life I had a big family and we seemed to always be celebrating something and enjoying ourselves. But I keep loosing them, or see them fall. I’m trying to help but I can’t. And I’m getting further and further away from where we started together.

Coralmist · 41-45, F

I always read from wise philosophers and authors.."There is no future." You can only ever be in Now. We think of time constantly as humans but even time doesn't exist. Its hard but try to remain just in Now. You could view it as, No one has the future truly. 🦋🌸 You seem so strong and a awesome human being..don't stop sharing that.

Zeusdelight · 61-69, M

I am so sorry for your diagnosis.

We are both going to die and neither of us knows what days we have left. This is the human state.

Whatever days you have left are your future.

They are your days to live, to create your future.

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Zeusdelight · 61-69, M

@atlantic59 Thankyou.

PiecingBabyFaceTogether · 31-35, M

@Zeusdelight Thank you that's kind of you to say.
It's nothing new, I been diagnosed with muscle dystrophy since I was 7 years old. It's a tough journey but here I am.

Zeusdelight · 61-69, M

@PiecingBabyFaceTogether I can't imagine how tough it is. But so well done:)

SW-User

I love you, you inspire me every day with what you face and you do it with such class, dignity and kindness. My life has taught me that nobody is guaranteed tomorrow so just live in the now and live with all your heart ❤️

PiecingBabyFaceTogether · 31-35, M

@SW-User Love you too cutie ❤ you have such a pure soul. Glad to have you.

atlantic59 · 61-69, M

sorry to hear this.

iamonfire696 · 41-45, F

You handle everything so well, better than I ever could.

You deserve to dream of that 💖.

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