NGL it's kinda strange seeing people trying to get over their dark past and there's always millions of quotes for that alone

But there's very little talking about a dark future. It's like existing in a different dimension or timeline or realm or whatever.

However obviously everyone's battle counts I'm just saying that for me it's the future what scares the hell out of me and there's no way it's going to be easier than the past.

I realize that I now sound like a person I recently muted on Instagram for talking about this very topic. I guess I have issues facing reality or something. The main word here is "terminal illness" just in case this got confusing.

Do I still dream of a better future though? I guess so because I'm human.