Anyone else cry into their pillow so nobody else can hear??

I am right now. Can’t remember the last time I had to do this but I’m sure that it’s not the first and it probably won’t be the last. I feel like I’ve been falling for a while now but it’s just getting worse not better. I’m not even sure what’s upsetting me anymore it’s just not clear. Nor can I see a way to stop and pull myself out of my bottomless pit 😔.

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MellyMel22 · F

I hope you feel better soon. I know I’ve had bad days lately where I feel similar. It sucks, but we push through. Right? ❤️❤️❤️

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2cool4school · 46-50, F

@MellyMel22 I think I easily forget that it can’t last forever it just feels like it can. You are truly helpful you don’t have to have an answer. I’m stuck in my head and I need to get stuff out. You allowed that. Thank you for being you.

MellyMel22 · F

@2cool4school Anytime, seriously! Reach out anytime you’d like, even if you just need someone to hear you out. I know exactly how you feel.

2cool4school · 46-50, F

@MellyMel22 Thst is very kind of you. Thank you 🙏

SkeetSkeet · 100+, F

I've mastered the art of silent crying

2cool4school · 46-50, F

@SkeetSkeet I can’t seem to find that skill. But I’m pretty sure that I just need a release. I’ve been trying to hold myself together and I just don’t have an outlet for any of my many emotions.

chuck7882 · 61-69, M

Youre battling depression which can be very very hard. God bless you and give you the strength to get through the things that are causing this

2cool4school · 46-50, F

@chuck7882 Thank you 🙏. You’re right it’s definitely depression but it’s a lot more stressful than any I’ve experienced and since the age of 20 I’ve experienced a lot of depression and pain both physical and emotional.

AlyAngel · F

Yes, ive, on several occasions, im sorry you are going through that

2cool4school · 46-50, F

@AlyAngel Thank you 🙏😔 I have to remind myself that it can get better and not just worse.

SW-User

I’m sorry you feel that way. Life is just not easy for anyone.

2cool4school · 46-50, F

@SW-User Thank you 🙏. It’s been hard lately now that I know I’ve broken my fusion surgery and I’m just waiting for my next appointment to learn the plan for the next surgery which I don’t want but I can’t keep going in the pain I’m always in now. And I don’t want to know if I have psoriatic arthritis but it’s most likely that I have it. I just feel like I’m in a downward spiral that never ends.

TrunkZ · 56-60, M

🤗🤗

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