What happened to you?

What happened to you?
What happened to your passion?
What happened to your passion to learn things?
What happened to your understanding?
What happened to your kindness?
you’re a new person, a fake person, I don’t even recognize you anymore.
You have changed, and not in a good way.
You have lost your excitement and that’s bad.
I knew you, you had that sparkling in your eyes. But now, every time i look at you, i just see nothing in you. Just pure tiredness, a person who gave up. You weren’t like that, never. Remember why you named yourself alvida? Because you knew, you could come over every issue in your life, that will ever occur. That’s what that name meant to you. Now, it’s just a username, you don’t even recognize it anymore. Do even play piano anymore? Do you have passion for violin? You’ve lost yourself…
Where are you, wheres your soul? Your values, your priorities and principles seem to be gone now. You are not the person i knew earlier. she was more consistent than you. she knew what she wanted, and always worked for it.

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mehmeh · 26-30, F

@SinlessOnslaught have a nice day.

playingmybeautifulviolin · 16-17, F

@mehmeh thank you so much. You too.

in10RjFox · M

From a winner to a loser ..

Happens when you play the wrong game or the game wrongly.

Happens when you wish for something without pursuing

Happens when you take short cuts much against your wishes

Winners accomplish to win
Losers compete to win.

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LordShadowfire · 46-50, MVIP

@in10RjFox I don't care. What you are advising her to do is irresponsible.

in10RjFox · M

@LordShadowfire who cares whether you care or not ... and who are you to say anything about responsibility? What responsibility have you taken up in life, when you have lived an entire life irresponsibly ? Do you know what responsibility is, in the first place ?

So you just need to mind your business in public forums. If you have any advise to her, you should have offered it to her as a direct reply to the post. Butting into other's reply is by itself a cheap troll mentality. And I seriously don't know what your problem is when she herself has received the message quite clearly.

Hope you know that every human has the right to know. Anyone can go to libraries to read any book. Have you ever gone to libraries to check which books offer responsible advise and which books are irresponsible and you have taken steps to condemn the bad books ?

LordShadowfire · 46-50, MVIP

@in10RjFox Well, you clearly care.You spent three paragraphs lecturing me.

SStarfish ·

Are you writing this about yourself? Are you falling into depression?? What's going on?

playingmybeautifulviolin · 16-17, F

@SStarfish yes, it’s about the way i changed and my anger to myself.

SStarfish ·

@playingmybeautifulviolin i thought so.. try to be understanding and gracious with yourself and figure out what triggered the change in you so you can go back and fix it if possible.. breathe take a break and restart

h34rtSICK · F

copied post with a few changes and u didnt even credit the person

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h34rtSICK · F

????? u only changed a few things

playingmybeautifulviolin · 16-17, F

@h34rtSICK WHAT😭😭😭 DUDE I WROTE MY PIST ON MY NOTES APP DONNO HOW THAT HAPPENED. EITHER THEY COPIED MY TEXT OR IT WAS A COINCIDENCE CUZ WHY WOULD I COPY SM LIKE THAT 😭😭😭 gosh just tryna pour out my heart here and have a peaceful day. Btw thanks for telling but this post is original by me☺

h34rtSICK · F

@playingmybeautifulviolin omggggg im so sorry for the misunderstanding i thought u copied but ig its a coincidence😭

LordShadowfire · 46-50, MVIP

So whoever this person is, you're berating them for being depressed?

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playingmybeautifulviolin · 16-17, F

@userfawkes1105 exactly.

LordShadowfire · 46-50, MVIP

@playingmybeautifulviolin Well, I'm going to ask you a question, and this is not coming from a place of anything but concern. If you talked to somebody else who was depressed the way you're talking to yourself, would it help? Would it help that person through their depression? Honestly?

Here's an exercise you can try. Get a plushie of some kind, and pretend it is going through the same things psychologically that you are. Talk to the plushie as if it is alive, and tell it how you feel about it going through such a rough time, and tell it how much you care about it.

Then apply that to yourself.

playingmybeautifulviolin · 16-17, F

@LordShadowfire thank you for this suggestion. I will try it. And also, this made realize, that im being really harsh on myself. Thank you ❤‍🩹

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