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Staying sad and sober is so hard for me since I relied on the booze to calm me down.

I haven't drank alcohol in a while but in general I wonder.
Spumoni · 46-50, M
Stay the course. I'm right there with you and understand the emotions.

Day 42 for me
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@Spumoni I wish you the best. The start of this year was messed up for me. I probably haven't crossed 15 days without getting drunk. I'm still at 10 at the moment.
Never forget addiction wants you back in its control. It sings siren songs in your head to change your course, because it doesn't want you to sail free. It wants to watch you crash on the rocks and die, first spiritually and then physically.
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@Mamapolo2016 I completely get this. It's just a distraction for a bit and then it's a terrible addiction to combat against eventually.

I'm just staying sober. I need to. It's okay if I'm hurt but it's better than wrecking myself further.
SW-User
Distractions only work for a while. Soon the amount of alcohol you need now won't be enough and it will lead to more and more consumption.
You need to deal with the cause of your sadness ..painful and uncomfortable as it might be.
MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F
This is awesome news. II've never been there before, but I'm sure it's best to take it day by day. I'm proud of you!🤗
MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F
@Beatbox34 You DO matter. You ARE important. People DO care for YOU!

Look at your supporters in this post.💕

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@MoonlightLullaby Thank you so much for this. I'm just crying now. It's making me cry.
MoonlightLullaby · 41-45, F
@Beatbox34 Bless your heart.💖 Although I didn't intend for it to make you cry, I'm hoping they're tears of happiness by realizing you matter to people here. Plus tears are healthy, so just let them pour. We're all here for you, please keep that in mind. May peace find your soul soon.🕊️
I believe in you bruh. Try new hobbies. Sometimes that helps think about it less when you're craving something
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@ChiefWalksWith40oz Thank you so much. I'm just distracting myself a lot. But it doesn't usually help. I'm just living in the pain. That's all one can do.
@Beatbox34 yeah having more things to do kinda helps with the distractions because it's hard as it is to keep shit off your mind. It gets easier eventually but not right now
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@ChiefWalksWith40oz Yeah I guess. That's all one can expect.
WhateverWorks · 36-40
You are doing a wonderful job taking it one day at a time 🤗 I hope you’ve been able to explore some other soothing tools.
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@WhateverWorks Thank you so much. I'm just trying to pass by another day. Maybe things will change 🤗
smiler2012 · 56-60
well done you as the bottle is not or never the answer to day to day problems and i congratulate you for being strong and not going down that road .[beatbox34]
QueenOfTheNerds · 41-45, F
I’m proud of you, my friend. It’s hard to allow yourself to feel, but sometimes it’s necessary to. ♥️
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@QueenOfTheNerds That's all I can do at the moment.
Starcrossed · 41-45, F
Way to stay sober Beat! 🤩
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@Starcrossed thank you so much 🤗
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
Good for you. I am proud of you.
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@iamonfire696 Thank you so much.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
@Beatbox34 you are welcome 💖

 
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