Random thought

Staying sad and sober is so hard for me since I relied on the booze to calm me down.

I haven't drank alcohol in a while but in general I wonder.

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Mamapolo2016 · F

Never forget addiction wants you back in its control. It sings siren songs in your head to change your course, because it doesn't want you to sail free. It wants to watch you crash on the rocks and die, first spiritually and then physically.

Beatbox34 · 31-35, M

@Mamapolo2016 I completely get this. It's just a distraction for a bit and then it's a terrible addiction to combat against eventually.

I'm just staying sober. I need to. It's okay if I'm hurt but it's better than wrecking myself further.