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I AM ON CLOUD 9!!!!

NEVER AGAIN will I ever take pain medicine!! The past few weeks I have been an absolute nightmare of a person to be around and I didn't know what was wrong with me or why I felt like I was going crazy but after it all came to a head tonight and going to the Er, I am so relieved and thankfuk to find out that I have had ANOTHER reaction to the pain medicine I've been taking since I broke my arm around 2 or 3 weeks ago. I should have known bc the night I broke arm and they gave me some then, I passed out and had a bad reaction. And I knew I didn't like the way I felt when I took it, but this was on a whole other level where I literally thought I was going crazy and didn't know what was happening to me. Any of my friends will tell you that I'm usually the one who is for the most part a positive person and who trys to find something good I'm everything and I'm usually always laughing, smiling and having a good time. Well this past year has been the worst but it hasn't knocked me down. Well lately I have been a nasty, negative, petty, mean person and Ive been so depressed that I didn't work from almost a week. All I could do was cry or find something to be offended over or get mad and make something out of nothing. I couldn't make myself do anything productive and felt like everything was earth shattering. My friends and coworkers, when I did work, kept asking me questions and they were getting worried bc I was going off on everyone and for no reason and they didn't know what to think. I went off on my boss and was really hatefuk to her but thank God, she knew something wasn't right and she wasn't upset but I feel horrible about that! I also was passing out some and would have cold sweats after. Well tonight it all came to a head and I ended up at thrbEr and I'm so glad I.did bc I found out this is bc my body doesn't react normally to the mdcinev and I just can't have anymore. I should have realized that the medicine was the cause bdc of how it has dojenme before and now that I think about it, I started becoming like that right when I broke my arm and started taking the medicine but I didn't put it together till now. It’s so scary that something can throw you into such a mess like that! I will never take that stuff again, I dont t care what happens! I’m just so glad to find that there was a cause and that it’s such an easy fix for the horrible effects it has had on me! I'm so thankful and relieved and it's gonna be so good to be Taylor again!!! And I have the best friends in the world for recognizing that something wasn't right and made me go the ER. They could have gotten so mad at me for being so nasty to them but they didn't and they are the best!! Always be careful she taking any kind of pain medicine!!! You never know what it could do to you!! So if I have been rude or hateful on here to anyone, I'm really sorry and it wasn't you, it was me. 😊😊
crystalkid · 56-60, T
So happy you are doing better. Pain meds can be tricky things. I react very badly to ibuprofen and the whole NSAID class of meds
Taylor5 · F
@crystalkid Thank you so much! Oh wow, I'm glad you're ok!!
Justforfun65 · 56-60, M
Glad you figured out what was causing it and I hope for a speedy recovery with your broken arm
Taylor5 · F
@Justforfun65 Thank you!
Strongtea · 22-25, M
That is good to hear that you found the problem! Hope you’re ok?! 😊
Taylor5 · F
@Strongtea Yes, I am now! Thank you! I have had trouble when taking it before but not anything like this before! I truly thought I was losing my mind and didn’t know what to do. I’m just so happy that I’m going to feel like myself again! Thank you 🙂
Strongtea · 22-25, M
👍😊😊😊@Taylor5
Sidewinder · 36-40, M
"Never again" is what I said after the first time I had a hangover.
Taylor5 · F
@Sidewinder Well I guarantee you that I won't touch the stuff again!
thepreposterouspanda · 36-40, M
I was on Fentanyl and Percocet for seven months back in 2011 and I never, ever want to touch it again. It was the emptiest, oddest feeling ever.
Convivial · 26-30, F
Glad you're feeling better 🤗
Hanginginthere · 31-35, M
how long did it take you to write this essay?
My mother is deathly allergic to all opioids, natural and synthetic

 
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