Why does suicide seem like the only option ?

Only option for what? Suicide is NEVER an option. I am a survivor of someone who committed suicide...I have been cheated out of a life with a mother because of it, no mom to turn to for things girls need their moms for. Just don't. It's extremely difficult for those who survive that you don't intend to hurt. If you need help, call this number please.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline Phone Number
1-800-273-8255