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Tia09808 · 26-30, F
I shut down. I go through the stages of feeling it and realize I should not worry about what I can not control and what I can.so I find I get high off of thrills like speeding of the freeway. Not paying tips at restaurants, setting things on fire (these are just my thrills) but it helps until I remember the pain and sleep the rest of the remains away