what wud u do when u r different and dominated in your family?

How would you live your life if u are dominated, teased and not even given the freedom you desire in a conservative family? i've spent 25 years of my life bound to such rules and not one day goes by when i really wish i could die and be free. Every thing around me irritates me to the core. Nothing i wud do would satisfy them. For them i will always be wrong, my choices are wrong. They want me to live my life according to them. But i wont...in the end i will be free even if i have to choose death. I dont want to be a slave anymore😢