what wud u do when u r different and dominated in your family?

How would you live your life if u are dominated, teased and not even given the freedom you desire in a conservative family? i've spent 25 years of my life bound to such rules and not one day goes by when i really wish i could die and be free. Every thing around me irritates me to the core. Nothing i wud do would satisfy them. For them i will always be wrong, my choices are wrong. They want me to live my life according to them. But i wont...in the end i will be free even if i have to choose death. I dont want to be a slave anymore😢

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SW-User

Is there the possibility of you leaving home?

eccentricgal · 31-35, F

not yet

SW-User

Be strong until you're able to leave home. I'm sorry you have to go through this, but give yourself the chance to be happy do not think of suicide as the solution. Try to make your life happen

firefall · 61-69, M

No matter how hard it might seem, leaving, running away, is better than killing yourself. Even if you live on the street - you can always kill yourself later after all, but it's such an irrevocable step, better to try the alternatives first.