I find it troubling you were released for a misbehavior. Most Doms/Masters revel in correction and training their subs, so something else seems to be amiss here. I am compassionate toward your loss and feelings of rejection, but a rejection should never define you or set you course for the future. Sure it will cause you to be more aware and learn, but being a sub deep within your core will be what ultimatley serves you and your new Master. Feelings are real but also fleeting..... hope and belief will move you toward your ultimate place at the feet of your Master... believe in yourself... your new Master surely will.