We create our reality

I feel broken down. Another relationship didn’t work out. It’s the same patterns that I get myself into. Time and time again. Why can’t I learn this lesson. Why do I keep going back to a familiar surroundings. When the surroundings suck!! I’m so tired of this. I need to change. So that I want better for myself. I need to let go…even when it’s all I have.

I wrote the above a long time ago. And still I ended up in the same loop… fine. This time I will break down every structure that I have in my life and rebuild my human character. Just so I don’t end up in the same pattern.

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twistedrope · 26-30, M

A change in scenery might help. Or... People. In my experience, people don't tend to loop. They just sometimes get caught in bad compulsions brought about by complex thoughts.

It sucks that the person you loved really did hurt you. Personally, I've been a pretty crappy partner before and hurt lots of people. It took lots of difficult lessons to be a better person and to recognize those bad patterns my head gets into.

But I know enough and learned enough philosophy v.v to understand the truth about people. "Mans search for meaning" by Viktor frankl was a good place I started. Also getting a therapist who could give a good model to understand situations.