I Need Some Advice And Input If You Dont Mind

First, I want to say I'm truly sorry to hear what you're going through. I was completely miserable going through my break up and then finding out she and my so-called best friend were trashing me behind my back was almost too much to bear. I even had stress dreams about it too. So I know how you feel and how tough it is.

Second, what worked for me was trying to find ways to improve myself. I want to be a film director so I went to some film maker meetings. I wanted to get more insight on dealing with breakups so I joined EP. I wanted to find new friends so I went to Meetup.com and did some events.

Most importantly, I found that exercise and processing my anger and depression appropriately helped tremendously. I'm here if you ever wanna talk about anything. I'll keep you in my thoughts.

I'm sorry. I have been that way for over a month.
I don't mean to be rediculous but the truth is that I got high with pot a couple weeks ago and for that time I was happy. Can't say go buy pot but there has to be something similar that will do the same.

Thank you for the suggestions. I have been working out but it doesn't seem to help much. And talking always helps because then I'm not alone with my thoughts letting them fester and ball up into this mess in my mind but you can only talk for so long. People have lives to get to and I have to work and spend time with my child, ect.